Sometimes my life never turned out
the way I expected. As time went by, I was getting further and further away
from all that I ever dreamt. With this failure, I feel like the path in front
of me is empty. I felt lost chasing a ghost I might never find. I found myself
confronted with all that pressed me. Some thoughtless remarks that slashed my
ego seem like make mad. To be honest, I feel like this is the hardest thing
that I ever experienced. My soul’s like gone from where it belongs, my mind’s
like fly to the cloud that isn’t supposed to be. I feel like my fate is
extremely pathetic.
But I
could scarcely realize that this is the thing that I should responsible for
what I have done, the thing that I should take from what I have given. And what
I need to do is pushing my body and my soul to the breaking point, to teach me
not to give up, to face my worst fear and conquer them unless it get me first,
because this test would tell me who I really am and where I truly belong. And
probably I do not deserve to get it now; I will deserve it the time when it is
suppose to be.
Anara
(4 September, 2014)
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